happy holidays !

Sometimes, i have a bad habit. I believe nothing exceeds like excess. If one is good, then two is better, I think. and its flattering. because I temp to push the envelope too far too fast :(

I feel utter exhausted after couple of weeks of pushing myself way far from what I could handle. The fighting around is stressful. But it reminds me the value of compromise and determination. I need an emotional outlet these days.I dont find it in food, though i am back to the penang the food heaven. My recent interest on beanipet is not an accident, but special thanks to my dear friends =D

Family and friendship bonding have always emerged at the top of list particularly during the holidays where I could actually sink myself down. and I am more likely to base my choices on their feeling, just to make sure a smile is painted on their faces. When I am in this frame of mind, i feel love and being loved. I like to be with people I am comfortable with, and it makes no apologize for my love of good time!

Anyway, the holidays start and I am officially a final year student in my forth degree year! Internship starts in two weeks time and I am excited over it, truly! New beginnings always hold new opportunities, so lets be bold and go full steam ahead friends =D Two weeks of break before internship is definitely great. After days of mulling things over and shuffling around my house whenever time has allowed, I think I am more well ready to get myself back on the road.

I think I should go for some sleep now, or perhaps after an episode of Code Blue. The last few days were crazy. Imagine how desperate a girl could be for sleeping less than 5 hours in 2 days due to VHDL programming paper and Wafer fabrication paper in a roll. and I'd moved out from town house where I'd stayed for the last 3 years. D43B.hmm..i'll miss it :) I spent 3 hours to pack all my things and another 3 hours to shift furnitures and stuffs to the new place. and I would really really wanna thank my friend for the help! Thank you so much =D After shifting, parents and I went to watch the match by LinDan and Taufik. and then I have to drive all the way back to penang. What a day. Zero energy level.

Lastly. happy holidays! happy graduating! happy internship!