the cumulative effect. the key is not necessary the size of benchmark, but the frequency you'd hit it. knowledge is power, you have to keep feeding ur mind. dose of happiness? immediate confidence booster? recipe of success? that's where the charm coming from. you're getting on my nerves.

our heartfelt sympathy in this dark hour of ur sorrow. I am saddened to learn of the loss of ur beloved..RIP

snippet of happy moments

fav pic with honey =)

welcoming the little teddy to Yeoh family =)

lovely bouquet of roses for valentines =)

Beautiful pink rose for valentines eve =)

爱心夜宵by honey =)

I feel extremely sorry for myself for having such a dreadful attitude on my work. I'd been complaining and attempting to escape. That's bad, really bad. I understand that I cant plough a field by turning it over in my mind. If I dont get my attitude right, I will never go long no matter where I am. Honey, thanks for always being there when I need you :)

Have you found the calling of ur life ? Its a tough question to answer..because there's no real formula for it. Its not "if you do A, you'll find B." Its a question that requires you to look within and usually its the start of a lengthy, but fulfilling journey. Time ceases to exist or just flies. The other day I was resting on the couch finishing up my office work. I usually listen to music while I work at home and before I knew it 50 minutes had gone by and my playlist was finished. I'd entered a state of "flow" and the idea for this post actually came to me in that exact moment ! I was so caught up in what I was doing that my sense of time had become distorted. As time goes by, I can no longer distinguish between work and play. Its said that if you love what you do you'll never work a day in ur life. Because you rarely see it as work. It is more of an opportunity for learning and having fun. I will when one day I look at my work and I feel like a kid in candy store or a five year old in a tub of legos. I think that's the moment I'd probably found my calling :) I think that the 8 hour work day doesn't make any sense. 8 hours a day? lol..that's an ideal state. This structure of work has caused far too many ppl to live for the weekends. That means we are only looking forward to 2/7 of our life. I dont know about you but I want more out of life that a fraction of what's available. I'm an addict. Its just the way I'm built. When I love sth, I want it to be part of my life as much as possible. The pursuit has just amplified that addiction. I think I enjoy every of my addiction as long as they're not the kind that kill me. I dont need a reason to pursue a passion and I am inexplicably happy at the same time. and I keep my fingers on the pulse of the moments in my life that make me feel like this. Those are the signals that will let me know I've found my calling in life. Right now...am I ? lol..

 

a snapshot to capture the happy moments :)

the smile that only ur lips can show and the twinkle that can only be seen in ur eyes :) honey thanks for everything :) Despite all ur heavy work and I know you must be exhausted. Thanks for still keeping our trip on and showering me with lots of laughter and care. Very much appreciated :) Would you believe me if I tell you that I lurve you so much? actually, I'd prefer it if you wont..why? so that I can spend the rest of my life proving to you how much I do :) Pinky promise..no more laogai..xoxo~

understanding

as children many of us hyped the statement : " Sticks and stones may break my bones..but words will never hurt me. " Clearly, it doesn't take long to realize the words have far more weight than we want to realize.. To me, they influence thoughts, feelings, and states of mind.

even little words often have big meaning :) because i believe, the simplest little words, which we take for granted, have the power to hurt or heal, to inspire or discourage, to help or to hinder. I used to be shy to speak out how I feel. But honey has changed my mind. He shows me how words of gratitude make the heart sing.

So, little words for my honey Mikey

I love you and its all about you :)

little words for my family

Thank you and I appreciate !

and of course, little words for my friends

You can do it !

ps. happy chinese new year everyone ~

Dont lose hope

you never know what tomorrow will bring

No wonder listening is an undervalued art. Research shows that we speak at a rate much faster than the capacity we have in listening per minute. So what are we actually doing with the extra space in our mind when someone else is talking? Are we really listening ? Am I listening ? Its not a fresh hot issue that I'd found myself drifting from listening to someone. In another precise word. Dreaming.

I understand the bereft feeling when someone is trying to share the most inner thought and feeling with me and not getting my full attention. I have no intention in doing that. I would have whispered my apology in ur ear :) I am sorry. and I know listening is essential for a fulfilling relationship.Just like how you'd always listened to me :) and I want our connection to deepen :)

I am writing this to say how sorry I am and I promise I'll change :)

Thanks for caring me like no one else I know. I love the way I feel in ur arms. I can explain every way that I love you because that's in possible. But I can say I love you because you are you. Just the way you are..:)

Happy 2012 everyone~ Its a wonderful magic carpet ride experiencing the whirlwind of ups and downs throughout the year. Final Year Project. Convocation. My first job. Best friend leaving. Little cute Felix to join our Teoh family :) Its like a drastic transition in a short one year.

Family, boyfie, and friends complete my fabulous 2011 :)

and I am determined for a better yeanfern in this upcoming 2012.

anyway its the time of year when goals are made and should never being abandoned a few weeks later lol. Not achieving what you set out to do means you will yet again fail to move toward the life you desire which leads to nth but regret rightttt? We are equipped. and now its time to fly. Just like a G6. Inertia can be difficult to overcome. but sth we may overlook is the influence from ppl around us.

I am greedy. I want work-life balance. Often what we believe we want is not what we want at all. New year resolution? It doesn't matter whether you set goals or not. as long as you're doing sth that makes you COME ALIVE~ I literally spend some time to think what I actually want, staying present, here and now. and let any and all thoughts pass. Dont give them meaning, and dont add to them. because I believe it is from this blank, calm state that we can begin to look at what has gone well last year, and what hasn't.

Lastly, when the going get tough, put on ur high heels and just walk ! ♥

Everyday that goes by it seems like I discover sth about you to love its incredible to me how one person can make such a big difference in my life :) Love is in the air. My best sister is getting engaged. My brother has successful proposing to Pam and I am thrilled to welcome her to join the Yeoh family :) and I was there witnessing a real propose by a man to his lady at Straits Quay during Xmas countdown.

stay in love everyone. "happy" merry xmas and have a great 2012 ahead :)

feeling so warm inside while sipping the home-boiled soup from boyfie's mommy :))) Thank you so much I am feeling so blessed having so many of the loved one surrounding me. You complete me :)

and everything goes perfect if I can have my best sister from oversea to be back and with me right this moment to share my happiness with her :)

Penang International Science Fair 2011, Pisa Penang

Catch up a very nice 3D movie at gurney. Happy Feet2. A movie that definitely makes the corner of ur lips curling up into a big smile :D It has truly captured the heart of mine! is there such a thing is too much cuteness?

Slogan of the cute little fluffy

If you want it, you have to will it. If you will it, it will be yours :)

Some pancakes to pamper ourselves after a day at Penang Pisa for Intel Voluntary Work Penang International Science Fair. Great experience :)

and thanks for the surprise. A customized necklace. Its lovely :)

first dinner cooked by me..:)

Result: Edible!

keep holding on. cos I know you'll make it through. just stay strong. cos you know I am here for you. Together we stand. I'll be by ur side. You know I'll take ur hand. (while you hold the hand of ur test program =p )