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Windows were wide open but the cream fabric blinds that hung at them didn't move because there wasn't even the slightest stir of wind in the air. A film of sweat coated on my skin. I inhaled deeply, feeling the tightness of emotion compressing my lungs. I slept at 6am yesterday for my DIC assignment.

Trying so hard to ignore all my impulses to run away from whatever that was bothering me. How i wished things would not go away when the calendar changed. Perhaps the best move was to back up. But sometimes you just get urself feeling weak.

Beautiful music that soothed me right this moment. I miss penang a little tonight.

and yea..all we ever do is say goodbye..it rings true in my philosophy, often.

love his texture of voice. I had a long memory for slight tonight. Feeding the mood of mine, today was not the day for loud noises nor bight lights, any that more raucous than a perfect silent with the beautiful piece of music. Sinking to sleep was the last thing I felt like doing. Bonne nuit.