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I'd lived through a lot that should have finished me in the last few days, but it didn't make me feel fragile like one word could shatter me. Instead, I felt utterly strong despite a little of lightheaded due to sleep deprivation. Sleepless night was overpowering. My head felt a little disconnected from my body.

This trimester had been great. Events, mid-terms, and now reports and assignments, followed up by 6 papers of final exams. Occasionally I would just shake my head and the crease in my forehead deepened until it looked like it was carved permanently into my skin :D But i enjoyed, truly.

I did something that out of my expectation last couple of days. I fell down like a watermelon oh my I just burried my face in my hands and as I pulled my face out of my hands, it was only when I saw the clear drops sparkling in my hands that I realized I was crying :DD Tears pricked behind my eyes and my jaw muscles clenched themselves into a tight ball. I didn't feel like crying but the moistness in my eyes and the pain in my jaw said I was about to bawl my eyes out. and I'd accidentally let the tears leaked over the edge.

吃到酱老了跌倒还哭到收不到声。笑死人。连我都不敢相信。我想是一个借口把太多不该有的情绪一次过抒发。