Sunday, January 17, 2010

lets go ahead

Sometimes I just could feel how life continue to push ppl around. I feel the fear. Ppl usually do two things when life is pushy. Some just let life push them around just like what I am doing now. Others get angry and push back.

With every step I take..I could just hear the crackle of my once-airtight beliefs under my feet. Feeling fragile? I should just stop tiptoe around difficult issues and keep my eye on the finish line.
because in my deep heart I understand no one can make me feel inferior without my consent.

Well I read a couple of my friend's blogs after a long time and I am feeling really good for all the ppl I care so much are leading a very good life, well not everyone, but each and every one is really striving toward their goals. and I could see the growth beneath. Sc starts giving tuition. Ks is entering Tokyo University. Sh is quiting his job after weighting the pros and corns. Zh who is once the smartest boy in my school had dropped out from the university.

the feeling is just like peeping through a crack in the curtains to catch a glimpse of my friends recent stories.

and the feeling is really undescriab-able.


Friends, lets stand shoulder to shoulder like painted toy soldiers, chest pushed out, stomach tucked in. Proud. and protective. Let's do this together, we gonna make all the dreams come true.

Dreams without plan and calculated risk is just a dream.

2 comments:

Soo Chia said...

mana u mia cbox? u never grow up?to me you have been through up n down quite a lot. must be kind of mature already. i miss you T.T wanna gossip. wanna shop. wanna eat !!!!

yeanfern said...

aikz sometimes new facts kept emerging, forcing me to be comfortable with it. Maybe i should just take this feeling as a gift it is, as a phase of growth, and dont shrug it off :(

but hor i felt that after so long, i am coming to the same original point without any proceeding. wtf

haha i miss you too lar. cny and 22bday celebration..ahem ahem.. :)

Sunday, January 17, 2010

lets go ahead

Sometimes I just could feel how life continue to push ppl around. I feel the fear. Ppl usually do two things when life is pushy. Some just let life push them around just like what I am doing now. Others get angry and push back.

With every step I take..I could just hear the crackle of my once-airtight beliefs under my feet. Feeling fragile? I should just stop tiptoe around difficult issues and keep my eye on the finish line.
because in my deep heart I understand no one can make me feel inferior without my consent.

Well I read a couple of my friend's blogs after a long time and I am feeling really good for all the ppl I care so much are leading a very good life, well not everyone, but each and every one is really striving toward their goals. and I could see the growth beneath. Sc starts giving tuition. Ks is entering Tokyo University. Sh is quiting his job after weighting the pros and corns. Zh who is once the smartest boy in my school had dropped out from the university.

the feeling is just like peeping through a crack in the curtains to catch a glimpse of my friends recent stories.

and the feeling is really undescriab-able.


Friends, lets stand shoulder to shoulder like painted toy soldiers, chest pushed out, stomach tucked in. Proud. and protective. Let's do this together, we gonna make all the dreams come true.

Dreams without plan and calculated risk is just a dream.

2 comments:

Soo Chia said...

mana u mia cbox? u never grow up?to me you have been through up n down quite a lot. must be kind of mature already. i miss you T.T wanna gossip. wanna shop. wanna eat !!!!

yeanfern said...

aikz sometimes new facts kept emerging, forcing me to be comfortable with it. Maybe i should just take this feeling as a gift it is, as a phase of growth, and dont shrug it off :(

but hor i felt that after so long, i am coming to the same original point without any proceeding. wtf

haha i miss you too lar. cny and 22bday celebration..ahem ahem.. :)