sigh

now i really understood what really counted was how much time we spent preparing and putting effort. I had a series of hurdles to clear. Constitutional law. Contract law. which will be tested on monday night. The poor command of english of mine chocked my throat. and dictionary.com had become my favourite site these few days. I did hope to do all the groundwork. but language aint sth that we could master it in short period without brushing up consistently.

there were always a string of complaints that mom'd raised up about my beh-kua english since long time ago. Mom complained about my rojak english which always so rich of malaysia culture. Because i always told my mom if we are malaysian please say -lah :D and mommy always felt the tenor of my emotions, but she couldn't read the reasons behind them. Sitting still at the living room after dinner to catch up the news in CNN with dad was totally not my cup of coffee.

and now regret needled me. deeply :(