At time I am wondering when would be the best time for myself. First of all, the rest of world is feeling as hyped up as me, at least for the time being. Going overboard is kind of my thing, after all, I enjoy having company. Its end of July in a blink of eye. Its time for a renewal of my philosophy, evaluating how I have changed this year. My personal energy is kept hypnotic as a firework display. But often I lost confident on myself. and when I lost faith on myself, I am expecting an increase in emotional intensity. I am trying my best to inject more confident especially brushing up my communication skill and stronger command of english to deliver more effective speech. After 10 weeks of working I have come through that language is a powerful tool. It shapes our perception and how others view us as an individual. I admire leaders with attractive, motivating, and knowledgeable speech and some of them are surprising me truly :)

Someone asked me what I wanna be in future. When we were kids, we were often being asked. I could still recall I was always proud to say I would like to be a bank worker when I'd grown up 15 years ago. When I started out high school, I started to get confused. And I'd chosen engineering. Today, when I am questioned by him. I told him I would like to be a successful person. Successful...quite abstract huh..to me successful means wonderful and also freedom. Freedom from worry, fear, frustration. That brings another words, strong financial ability. Success means winning admiration and respect. But out of all, successful means self-respect, where you always strive to earn the real happiness and satisfaction from life. That's most important to me :)