with my hands already balled into fists for the first punch
clenching and unclenching my hands just to hide the shivers rolling down my arms
sometimes anxiety just boiled over
being angry about things was easier than anything
exhaustion took the best of me after four exams in a roll
last paper tml night
and my answering smile was just as timid
I was truly insane now where I might as well enjoy the delusions while they were pleasant
sharp impatience and fear all mixed into a bizarre jumble
and this dream just did not want to be shoved away
I refused to revisit.
okay I felt better venting out the bottled feeling. back to study, then.
would someone please play me this song just to paint a smile on my face :(
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