i not sure what am i feeling right now

it always took me a second to compose myself.

and i always laid awake for a long time each night trying to sort through the day while the wind howled and rustled outside the window. It rained each and every night.

The gentle patter of rain followed. It was the sounds of comfort that silenced my unsorted feelings as I swung between exhaustion and helpless.

sounds negative?..nah..please allow me to grumble for just tonight at the first day of being a 21 year old lady :)

SO BUSY CAN DIE !