petty

With the roll I’d been on, I seek help loosening up..

I feel conflict in myself. and I am taking an impersonal point of view to cut through the drama. I am so afraid of repeating the old time I’d come through. Well, the hard time which has tangling in my mind for the past two years. So, I held myself back, just in the right moment. Because I am so over it.

I want a remake. Anything that draws myself out. Well I always keep in mind that when I am working on a real personal change, there’s only one way to go..Make some cool superficial tweaks but never forget ur inner world. As time goes by, I feel obliged to share every bits of news. I feel guilty for my silence. I still have the every right to keep smiling until my face gets hurt.

Turned up to KM3 for table tennis. While I am wiping off the sweat off my brows, I feel so much better :) These ppl are really having the entertaining personalities that they always show the sweet display of affection. Its particularly delightful moment. and four of us pose quite equal skills and that make the matches more challenging and fun! Well, I won in the single match and you promise to teach me on the new screwing skill :D