Friday, July 31, 2009
oh panic and exhaustion surfacing in my eyes
as I mouthed the list of homeworks that I've to complete right now.
mini p lab 6 report
multimedia tech and application tutorial 5
Image edge detection and compression report
jia you jia you
and I just wana yawned hugely right now
sleep at 4am and waking up at 7am is just doesn't feel good :'(
luckily the jog ytday do boosting up my energy level :)
as I mouthed the list of homeworks that I've to complete right now.
mini p lab 6 report
multimedia tech and application tutorial 5
Image edge detection and compression report
jia you jia you
and I just wana yawned hugely right now
sleep at 4am and waking up at 7am is just doesn't feel good :'(
luckily the jog ytday do boosting up my energy level :)
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Sunday, July 26, 2009
week7
hello people how's the weekend?
days just slipped through, falling into history and it came to the exam week
so library was the place I'd spent my Saturday and Sunday : )
tml i'll be having the usual lecture classes from 1pm to 5pm and 6pm to 8pm
and analog and digital communication test at 8.30pm at XR1002
and the lecturer is kind enough to keep the tutorial at 8pm short and sweet
she promises to dismiss the tutorial at 8.15pm
so that we could sit for the test in time :-)
the laughter.
the smell of food.
I felt like I belonged somewhere.
anyway, just 6 days to go before heading back.
Ulm Münster - the tallest churst
A riot of Gothic carvings and pinnacles
Gargoyles guard against evil high on the tower
even the stained glass windows are amazing
I dont have much idea about the city of Ulm
except it was the city where Albert Einstein was given birth
and its the city where yyc currently in
so I google it up and when the picture of this amazing building caught my sight
my voice an octave high
nice hor : D
I so wanna visit there
days just slipped through, falling into history and it came to the exam week
so library was the place I'd spent my Saturday and Sunday : )
tml i'll be having the usual lecture classes from 1pm to 5pm and 6pm to 8pm
and analog and digital communication test at 8.30pm at XR1002
and the lecturer is kind enough to keep the tutorial at 8pm short and sweet
she promises to dismiss the tutorial at 8.15pm
so that we could sit for the test in time :-)
the laughter.
the smell of food.
I felt like I belonged somewhere.
anyway, just 6 days to go before heading back.
Ulm Münster - the tallest churst
A riot of Gothic carvings and pinnacles
Gargoyles guard against evil high on the tower
even the stained glass windows are amazing
I dont have much idea about the city of Ulm
except it was the city where Albert Einstein was given birth
and its the city where yyc currently in
so I google it up and when the picture of this amazing building caught my sight
my voice an octave high
nice hor : D
I so wanna visit there
Friday, July 24, 2009
week 6 friday
I was so upset with myself, again.
I took panadols and dozed off after finishing doing my multimedia design tutorial yesterday night. Dreams and nightmares swirled dizzily inside of my head. The horrible and the heavenly, all mixed together into a bizarre jumble. Plenty of monsters.
and the sound of my roommie slamming the door shut woke me up. Or more precisely shocked me up. and I starred out of the window above me. Its not the dull gray light, the familiar light of an overcast morning. Damn I overslept and I missed out the 8am power electronic class 9am multimedia class and 10am multimedia tutorial.
the roomie was out to class ady. She told me she thought I was still feeling ill because the night before I was having no voice. A feeling of guilt bubbled up in my throat and I just sit on my chair and my hand already balled into fists with my tears welling up and gushing miserably down my cheeks.
anyway, I still went to the 11am etm tutorial and the mini p lab session in the evening even though having the red rabbit eyes.
I hate myself for being so not self-discipline.
I took panadols and dozed off after finishing doing my multimedia design tutorial yesterday night. Dreams and nightmares swirled dizzily inside of my head. The horrible and the heavenly, all mixed together into a bizarre jumble. Plenty of monsters.
and the sound of my roommie slamming the door shut woke me up. Or more precisely shocked me up. and I starred out of the window above me. Its not the dull gray light, the familiar light of an overcast morning. Damn I overslept and I missed out the 8am power electronic class 9am multimedia class and 10am multimedia tutorial.
the roomie was out to class ady. She told me she thought I was still feeling ill because the night before I was having no voice. A feeling of guilt bubbled up in my throat and I just sit on my chair and my hand already balled into fists with my tears welling up and gushing miserably down my cheeks.
anyway, I still went to the 11am etm tutorial and the mini p lab session in the evening even though having the red rabbit eyes.
I hate myself for being so not self-discipline.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
wow
my heart almost shattered when these words caught my sight. and I wrenched back my eye lids trying to dispel the unpleasant delusions but what I was seeing was real true.
Stunned. Bewildered.
"Mereka cuba yakin mereka adalah tuan di negara mereka tetapi mereka tahu sebenarnya mereka bukan tuan. Orang bukan Melayu yang menjadi tuan yang sebenar.
Kerana mereka rela berkongsi negara mereka dengan kaum lain, kaum yang berasal dari tamadun yang lebih tua (4,000 tahun) dan lebih berjaya, hari ini yang sedikit yang ada pada mereka pun hendak dipisah dari mereka."
Quote from Tun Mahathir's blog.
If you are not weak of heart, please proceed to Mahathir's blog for the full story.
Was I seeing wrongly ?
Heart of ppl are still aching over the death of teoh, so we ought to work in holding towards ensuring that each generations will progress without the trappings of institutionalized racism and mistrust, but why sebaliknya sekarang..
Stunned. Bewildered.
"Mereka cuba yakin mereka adalah tuan di negara mereka tetapi mereka tahu sebenarnya mereka bukan tuan. Orang bukan Melayu yang menjadi tuan yang sebenar.
Kerana mereka rela berkongsi negara mereka dengan kaum lain, kaum yang berasal dari tamadun yang lebih tua (4,000 tahun) dan lebih berjaya, hari ini yang sedikit yang ada pada mereka pun hendak dipisah dari mereka."
Quote from Tun Mahathir's blog.
If you are not weak of heart, please proceed to Mahathir's blog for the full story.
Was I seeing wrongly ?
Heart of ppl are still aching over the death of teoh, so we ought to work in holding towards ensuring that each generations will progress without the trappings of institutionalized racism and mistrust, but why sebaliknya sekarang..
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
humane
Many things had happened. Many. and quote from a friend. It was a mad world. Because we had seen price to pay for fighting for the installation of reality. To me, societies often consisted of a boiling pot into which was thrown a wide variety of ppl of differing size shape, color, age, gender, and belief. So there was no wonder that just as many intolerances bubbled out, from an inability to accept the lifestyle choices of an individual or the religious philosophy of a group of ppl, to the chasm of differences in the outlooks btw genders and generations.
It is a sad fact that tolerance was often stretched thin.
It is a sad fact that tolerance was often stretched thin.
confused
another unfortunate episode.
a future leader was assisting the MACC Malaysian Anti Corruption Commision in investigations into allegations of misappropriation of state allocations but was found dead in the corridor. and the mystery kept lingering on. I read some of the post of journalists but at times I just cant weight the truth myself because journalists tempted to be emotional, sometimes.
I pointed it out to the bhm lecturer one day for I found the difficulty for me to follow up the issues out there as there were so many journals that colored with diff opinions and the truth was jumbled up.
confused.
a future leader was assisting the MACC Malaysian Anti Corruption Commision in investigations into allegations of misappropriation of state allocations but was found dead in the corridor. and the mystery kept lingering on. I read some of the post of journalists but at times I just cant weight the truth myself because journalists tempted to be emotional, sometimes.
I pointed it out to the bhm lecturer one day for I found the difficulty for me to follow up the issues out there as there were so many journals that colored with diff opinions and the truth was jumbled up.
confused.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
just a laugh
and I just cant help but laugh my lungs out when I read my brother's blog.
My brother was sending his greeting from inner Mongolia as well as sharing his experience of riding on a camel in dessert. and someone just dropped by and leaved a comment to my brother.
"Please visit Altantuya's dad and her kids and send them your support and condolences. Malaysian has been cruel and unjust to them."
who should we point the accusing finger at?
My brother was sending his greeting from inner Mongolia as well as sharing his experience of riding on a camel in dessert. and someone just dropped by and leaved a comment to my brother.
"Please visit Altantuya's dad and her kids and send them your support and condolences. Malaysian has been cruel and unjust to them."
who should we point the accusing finger at?
week6
I had the sense that I'd been asleep for a very long time. My body was stiff, like I hadn't moved once through all that time, either. My mind was dazed and slow, strange, colorful dreams. Dreams and nightmares, swirled dizzily around the inside of my head. and I felt I didn't have the strength to push myself out of my bed this morning. Falling sick was bad.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
weekend
the closest clouds were a smoky pale gray
I wondered the skies had a ferocious plan in store today huh
the sister was inviting me to join her in squash and movie session
on the lovely saturday :)
while we were on our way to the kl city by kl putrajaya highway
I could see the bt jalil exit was so congested
anyway the thought that the world was indeed small had gotten the best of me today
while we were waiting for the green light in front of pudu station
someone familiar caught my sight
and he just walked pass in front of our car to cross the road
but I couldn't recall the name
after seconds to compose myself
only I realized he was aiwen's bf
and I met TY the alpha friend from melacca campus as well
the last met was exactly two years ago
during the bon odori in shah alam.
and I miss michelle branch's songs a little right now
one of the best of the ear candy
I wondered the skies had a ferocious plan in store today huh
the sister was inviting me to join her in squash and movie session
on the lovely saturday :)
while we were on our way to the kl city by kl putrajaya highway
I could see the bt jalil exit was so congested
anyway the thought that the world was indeed small had gotten the best of me today
while we were waiting for the green light in front of pudu station
someone familiar caught my sight
and he just walked pass in front of our car to cross the road
but I couldn't recall the name
after seconds to compose myself
only I realized he was aiwen's bf
and I met TY the alpha friend from melacca campus as well
the last met was exactly two years ago
during the bon odori in shah alam.
and I miss michelle branch's songs a little right now
one of the best of the ear candy
Saturday, July 18, 2009
deejay club 09/10 week5
group picture of cantonise slot dj 09/10
it was actually the first time I stepped into
XR lecture hall after the 5 weeks trimester started
hanif and I were the team leaders for group 4 :)
the dinner.
and I ate two big bowl of rice because exhaustion sized me so strongly.
morning class from 8am to 12pm
rushing for lab report
mini project from 2.30pm to 5pm
dj activity from 5.45pm to 1am
Friday, July 17, 2009
week 5 friday
Peculiar sense of release washed over me when I shared the bottled feeling with eEmay when we were on our way back from mini p. I really felt comfortable to be around with her, the encouraging voices she used to velvet softly. But after dropping her at her house, when I was on my way back to my house, tears dew up again on the rims of eyes though the distance between our house was so close. I wasn't going to let the tears leaked over the edge.
Part of me wanted to confront them. While I was lying sleepless in my bed, I even imagined what I would say. But I knew myself too well to think I would really have the guts to do it.
I just made the cowardly lion look like the terminator.
Part of me wanted to confront them. While I was lying sleepless in my bed, I even imagined what I would say. But I knew myself too well to think I would really have the guts to do it.
I just made the cowardly lion look like the terminator.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
dj club 09/10
the japanese class ended at 10pm sharp
so I turned up to the studio
for its the new deejay interview sessions
as well as throwing a surprise for the young lady
list of interviewer and interviewee
and the pictures two years ago when I first stepped in the deejay room
kept on flashing in my mind.
I could still remembered how the tremors rocked me
until my teeth chattered.
fam the great manager always silenced my worry :)
so I turned up to the studio
for its the new deejay interview sessions
as well as throwing a surprise for the young lady
list of interviewer and interviewee
and the pictures two years ago when I first stepped in the deejay room
kept on flashing in my mind.
I could still remembered how the tremors rocked me
until my teeth chattered.
fam the great manager always silenced my worry :)
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Friday, July 31, 2009
oh panic and exhaustion surfacing in my eyes
as I mouthed the list of homeworks that I've to complete right now.
mini p lab 6 report
multimedia tech and application tutorial 5
Image edge detection and compression report
jia you jia you
and I just wana yawned hugely right now
sleep at 4am and waking up at 7am is just doesn't feel good :'(
luckily the jog ytday do boosting up my energy level :)
as I mouthed the list of homeworks that I've to complete right now.
mini p lab 6 report
multimedia tech and application tutorial 5
Image edge detection and compression report
jia you jia you
and I just wana yawned hugely right now
sleep at 4am and waking up at 7am is just doesn't feel good :'(
luckily the jog ytday do boosting up my energy level :)
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Sunday, July 26, 2009
week7
hello people how's the weekend?
days just slipped through, falling into history and it came to the exam week
so library was the place I'd spent my Saturday and Sunday : )
tml i'll be having the usual lecture classes from 1pm to 5pm and 6pm to 8pm
and analog and digital communication test at 8.30pm at XR1002
and the lecturer is kind enough to keep the tutorial at 8pm short and sweet
she promises to dismiss the tutorial at 8.15pm
so that we could sit for the test in time :-)
the laughter.
the smell of food.
I felt like I belonged somewhere.
anyway, just 6 days to go before heading back.
Ulm Münster - the tallest churst
A riot of Gothic carvings and pinnacles
Gargoyles guard against evil high on the tower
even the stained glass windows are amazing
I dont have much idea about the city of Ulm
except it was the city where Albert Einstein was given birth
and its the city where yyc currently in
so I google it up and when the picture of this amazing building caught my sight
my voice an octave high
nice hor : D
I so wanna visit there
days just slipped through, falling into history and it came to the exam week
so library was the place I'd spent my Saturday and Sunday : )
tml i'll be having the usual lecture classes from 1pm to 5pm and 6pm to 8pm
and analog and digital communication test at 8.30pm at XR1002
and the lecturer is kind enough to keep the tutorial at 8pm short and sweet
she promises to dismiss the tutorial at 8.15pm
so that we could sit for the test in time :-)
the laughter.
the smell of food.
I felt like I belonged somewhere.
anyway, just 6 days to go before heading back.
Ulm Münster - the tallest churst
A riot of Gothic carvings and pinnacles
Gargoyles guard against evil high on the tower
even the stained glass windows are amazing
I dont have much idea about the city of Ulm
except it was the city where Albert Einstein was given birth
and its the city where yyc currently in
so I google it up and when the picture of this amazing building caught my sight
my voice an octave high
nice hor : D
I so wanna visit there
Friday, July 24, 2009
week 6 friday
I was so upset with myself, again.
I took panadols and dozed off after finishing doing my multimedia design tutorial yesterday night. Dreams and nightmares swirled dizzily inside of my head. The horrible and the heavenly, all mixed together into a bizarre jumble. Plenty of monsters.
and the sound of my roommie slamming the door shut woke me up. Or more precisely shocked me up. and I starred out of the window above me. Its not the dull gray light, the familiar light of an overcast morning. Damn I overslept and I missed out the 8am power electronic class 9am multimedia class and 10am multimedia tutorial.
the roomie was out to class ady. She told me she thought I was still feeling ill because the night before I was having no voice. A feeling of guilt bubbled up in my throat and I just sit on my chair and my hand already balled into fists with my tears welling up and gushing miserably down my cheeks.
anyway, I still went to the 11am etm tutorial and the mini p lab session in the evening even though having the red rabbit eyes.
I hate myself for being so not self-discipline.
I took panadols and dozed off after finishing doing my multimedia design tutorial yesterday night. Dreams and nightmares swirled dizzily inside of my head. The horrible and the heavenly, all mixed together into a bizarre jumble. Plenty of monsters.
and the sound of my roommie slamming the door shut woke me up. Or more precisely shocked me up. and I starred out of the window above me. Its not the dull gray light, the familiar light of an overcast morning. Damn I overslept and I missed out the 8am power electronic class 9am multimedia class and 10am multimedia tutorial.
the roomie was out to class ady. She told me she thought I was still feeling ill because the night before I was having no voice. A feeling of guilt bubbled up in my throat and I just sit on my chair and my hand already balled into fists with my tears welling up and gushing miserably down my cheeks.
anyway, I still went to the 11am etm tutorial and the mini p lab session in the evening even though having the red rabbit eyes.
I hate myself for being so not self-discipline.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
wow
my heart almost shattered when these words caught my sight. and I wrenched back my eye lids trying to dispel the unpleasant delusions but what I was seeing was real true.
Stunned. Bewildered.
"Mereka cuba yakin mereka adalah tuan di negara mereka tetapi mereka tahu sebenarnya mereka bukan tuan. Orang bukan Melayu yang menjadi tuan yang sebenar.
Kerana mereka rela berkongsi negara mereka dengan kaum lain, kaum yang berasal dari tamadun yang lebih tua (4,000 tahun) dan lebih berjaya, hari ini yang sedikit yang ada pada mereka pun hendak dipisah dari mereka."
Quote from Tun Mahathir's blog.
If you are not weak of heart, please proceed to Mahathir's blog for the full story.
Was I seeing wrongly ?
Heart of ppl are still aching over the death of teoh, so we ought to work in holding towards ensuring that each generations will progress without the trappings of institutionalized racism and mistrust, but why sebaliknya sekarang..
Stunned. Bewildered.
"Mereka cuba yakin mereka adalah tuan di negara mereka tetapi mereka tahu sebenarnya mereka bukan tuan. Orang bukan Melayu yang menjadi tuan yang sebenar.
Kerana mereka rela berkongsi negara mereka dengan kaum lain, kaum yang berasal dari tamadun yang lebih tua (4,000 tahun) dan lebih berjaya, hari ini yang sedikit yang ada pada mereka pun hendak dipisah dari mereka."
Quote from Tun Mahathir's blog.
If you are not weak of heart, please proceed to Mahathir's blog for the full story.
Was I seeing wrongly ?
Heart of ppl are still aching over the death of teoh, so we ought to work in holding towards ensuring that each generations will progress without the trappings of institutionalized racism and mistrust, but why sebaliknya sekarang..
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
humane
Many things had happened. Many. and quote from a friend. It was a mad world. Because we had seen price to pay for fighting for the installation of reality. To me, societies often consisted of a boiling pot into which was thrown a wide variety of ppl of differing size shape, color, age, gender, and belief. So there was no wonder that just as many intolerances bubbled out, from an inability to accept the lifestyle choices of an individual or the religious philosophy of a group of ppl, to the chasm of differences in the outlooks btw genders and generations.
It is a sad fact that tolerance was often stretched thin.
It is a sad fact that tolerance was often stretched thin.
confused
another unfortunate episode.
a future leader was assisting the MACC Malaysian Anti Corruption Commision in investigations into allegations of misappropriation of state allocations but was found dead in the corridor. and the mystery kept lingering on. I read some of the post of journalists but at times I just cant weight the truth myself because journalists tempted to be emotional, sometimes.
I pointed it out to the bhm lecturer one day for I found the difficulty for me to follow up the issues out there as there were so many journals that colored with diff opinions and the truth was jumbled up.
confused.
a future leader was assisting the MACC Malaysian Anti Corruption Commision in investigations into allegations of misappropriation of state allocations but was found dead in the corridor. and the mystery kept lingering on. I read some of the post of journalists but at times I just cant weight the truth myself because journalists tempted to be emotional, sometimes.
I pointed it out to the bhm lecturer one day for I found the difficulty for me to follow up the issues out there as there were so many journals that colored with diff opinions and the truth was jumbled up.
confused.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
just a laugh
and I just cant help but laugh my lungs out when I read my brother's blog.
My brother was sending his greeting from inner Mongolia as well as sharing his experience of riding on a camel in dessert. and someone just dropped by and leaved a comment to my brother.
"Please visit Altantuya's dad and her kids and send them your support and condolences. Malaysian has been cruel and unjust to them."
who should we point the accusing finger at?
My brother was sending his greeting from inner Mongolia as well as sharing his experience of riding on a camel in dessert. and someone just dropped by and leaved a comment to my brother.
"Please visit Altantuya's dad and her kids and send them your support and condolences. Malaysian has been cruel and unjust to them."
who should we point the accusing finger at?
week6
I had the sense that I'd been asleep for a very long time. My body was stiff, like I hadn't moved once through all that time, either. My mind was dazed and slow, strange, colorful dreams. Dreams and nightmares, swirled dizzily around the inside of my head. and I felt I didn't have the strength to push myself out of my bed this morning. Falling sick was bad.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
weekend
the closest clouds were a smoky pale gray
I wondered the skies had a ferocious plan in store today huh
the sister was inviting me to join her in squash and movie session
on the lovely saturday :)
while we were on our way to the kl city by kl putrajaya highway
I could see the bt jalil exit was so congested
anyway the thought that the world was indeed small had gotten the best of me today
while we were waiting for the green light in front of pudu station
someone familiar caught my sight
and he just walked pass in front of our car to cross the road
but I couldn't recall the name
after seconds to compose myself
only I realized he was aiwen's bf
and I met TY the alpha friend from melacca campus as well
the last met was exactly two years ago
during the bon odori in shah alam.
and I miss michelle branch's songs a little right now
one of the best of the ear candy
I wondered the skies had a ferocious plan in store today huh
the sister was inviting me to join her in squash and movie session
on the lovely saturday :)
while we were on our way to the kl city by kl putrajaya highway
I could see the bt jalil exit was so congested
anyway the thought that the world was indeed small had gotten the best of me today
while we were waiting for the green light in front of pudu station
someone familiar caught my sight
and he just walked pass in front of our car to cross the road
but I couldn't recall the name
after seconds to compose myself
only I realized he was aiwen's bf
and I met TY the alpha friend from melacca campus as well
the last met was exactly two years ago
during the bon odori in shah alam.
and I miss michelle branch's songs a little right now
one of the best of the ear candy
Saturday, July 18, 2009
deejay club 09/10 week5
group picture of cantonise slot dj 09/10
it was actually the first time I stepped into
XR lecture hall after the 5 weeks trimester started
hanif and I were the team leaders for group 4 :)
the dinner.
and I ate two big bowl of rice because exhaustion sized me so strongly.
morning class from 8am to 12pm
rushing for lab report
mini project from 2.30pm to 5pm
dj activity from 5.45pm to 1am
Friday, July 17, 2009
week 5 friday
Peculiar sense of release washed over me when I shared the bottled feeling with eEmay when we were on our way back from mini p. I really felt comfortable to be around with her, the encouraging voices she used to velvet softly. But after dropping her at her house, when I was on my way back to my house, tears dew up again on the rims of eyes though the distance between our house was so close. I wasn't going to let the tears leaked over the edge.
Part of me wanted to confront them. While I was lying sleepless in my bed, I even imagined what I would say. But I knew myself too well to think I would really have the guts to do it.
I just made the cowardly lion look like the terminator.
Part of me wanted to confront them. While I was lying sleepless in my bed, I even imagined what I would say. But I knew myself too well to think I would really have the guts to do it.
I just made the cowardly lion look like the terminator.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
dj club 09/10
the japanese class ended at 10pm sharp
so I turned up to the studio
for its the new deejay interview sessions
as well as throwing a surprise for the young lady
list of interviewer and interviewee
and the pictures two years ago when I first stepped in the deejay room
kept on flashing in my mind.
I could still remembered how the tremors rocked me
until my teeth chattered.
fam the great manager always silenced my worry :)
so I turned up to the studio
for its the new deejay interview sessions
as well as throwing a surprise for the young lady
list of interviewer and interviewee
and the pictures two years ago when I first stepped in the deejay room
kept on flashing in my mind.
I could still remembered how the tremors rocked me
until my teeth chattered.
fam the great manager always silenced my worry :)
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