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The universe is feeling just as restless. Unemotional. Detached.

When a particular discreet delicious mystery comes along, I shall counted upon to keep it under wrap.

I made the cowardly lion looked like a terminator.

all we ever do is saying goodbye

16 september 2010 – Gurney. Qb.

jeanette who just graduates and back from travelling all around in Europe, awesome =D

Have a safe journey chuanjooi and all the BEST in ur master pursuing in UK =D

good luck in future undertaking sianhong ! so proud of u to study in Imperial London =)

lastly, showering my best friend with much wishes ! all the best in tokyo !!

The Road Not Taken – Robert Frost

TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry I could not travel both

And be one traveler, long I stood

And looked down one as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth;
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Then took the other, as just as fair,

And having perhaps the better claim,

Because it was grassy and wanted wear;

Though as for that the passing there

Had worn them really about the same,
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And both that morning equally lay

In leaves no step had trodden black.

Oh, I kept the first for another day!

Yet knowing how way leads on to way,

I doubted if I should ever come back.
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I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence:

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—

I took the one less traveled by,

And that has made all the difference.
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it reminds me of this poem that we’d learnt during high school literature. Its been 5 years we’d graduated from high school. Everyone is taking the different path to strive for own dreams. Lets put our best feet together in achieving our targets :)

911-2010 :)

every moment is filled with love. We are showered by happiness that night :)

Bunch of us turn up to Cory’s house for nice, long, heart-to-heart chat after marriage dinner till 3 in the morning. It is a wonderful night..

cory you look so beautiful that night :)

fongtat :)

i keep my word for not posting another nice picture of u :)

weihong :)

lastly, thanks for the fetch :)

kl

In conjunction with raya festival, I have 5 days holidays in a roll so off to KL to visit my brother. Staying at home sounds like a perfect plan. Lying comfy on the sofa while catching up with 52nd The Grammy Award in the windy night. But I do visited IKEA to do some shopping on little household decoration. and of course, reunion dinner with my grandma, uncles and cousins :) The time spent tending with family matters have been satisfying.

favorite spot to do some reading during the past few days

my brother has a little collection of books. Few books that catch my eyes

if crying makes u feel better..just cry ur heart out..this picture makes the my emotional nerve ending a little frayed and even more sensitive than usual..

I think, words are often a cover up of what ppl feel. As time goes by most of us have learnt to use words to protect ourselves. It would be blissful if you are surrounded by someone who could actually able to listen for the feelings that are behind those words. One is enough.

Anyway, have you ever absence of words when you are walking down ur memory lane?

Things keep changing. and sometimes these alterations require painful or at least slightly uncomfortable adjustments on part.

Some words are like shard of glass scrapping on my skin. Some words are truly making the corner of my lips curling up into a smile.

However, have you ever feel like you are holding a fragile heart that could break in any second? and then it shatters and you dunno how to fix it. Then ur world goes wild with everything spinning but you, you stand still and stare at the moment, not knowing what to say, not even paying attention anymore. You want to say sth to help the moment. But you just turn and walk away.

haha well it sounds like i am in the wake of all negativity trolling around and the general feeling of meh-ness. Nah.. I am still who I am. I am willing to eat dessert. I laugh with tears of joy over silly things. I care about ppl, animals, and volunteering. I embrace my crazy. I can laugh at myself and I’ll let you tell that high-larious but embarrassing story about me. Gosh I might even tell it myself :P I am willing to get dirty. I still read kids books. Cockroach and spider do not scared me off but lizard. I will pat ur back whispering lullaby whenever you need me. I think man with great driving skill is sexy. I can do stuff by myself. I can eat by myself. I am pampered but not spoilt. I am given everything but not anything. and I’ll definitely tell you where I got the cute skirt if you wish to get one too :)

can we pretend the airplane in the night sky like shooting stars? I could really use the wish right now. Sounds familiar? Its the lyric from airplane by B.O.B

and now

i wish to be emotionless

Friday night. Energy is always best spent with someone you are comfortable with. I have a wonderful friday night. Happy weekend ahead ppl. Off to KL at 4am while i am still awake at 12 sharp in the midnight :)

nice piece of song to share. Rod stewart version is wonderful as well

received the jacket with rabbit hat that I’d wanted. thankiew :)

renovation on the second day but stuck due to insufficient fund.

Okay i should really stop all these and buck up, keep myself occupied with sth that really productive.

At times I feel it is not easy to let ppl nearby knowing exactly how I arrive at the opinion I express. Taking an inventory of all our feelings, and we might just gain some insight into conflicts. We might not literally hit the jackpot. But I still believe in the streak of good luck that is on the way. Just enjoy the run of luck, and keep watching :)

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Its been months I have not signed in my msn. and tonight I have the urge to sign in. and to my surprise, all the contacts have been blocked out of sudden? oh my…

anything to cure?

Mood is strikingly different today. As if I could go from feeling so deeply doom I cant see a way out to feeling so thrilled I am ready to believe it will be lasting forever. Complicated girl I am? nah..I am pretty impulsive and positive Sagittarian. It is just some random thought that struck on me out of sudden  :)

Tried out a new fb game. I am not online nor computer games lover though I used to have played some games such as Red Alert, FIFA many years back. Well, its a phase of childhood right where we would go through some high school student favorite activities. 

I chose to start out my shop with colorful theme on the very first day of its opening.

Elegant. Inferior. These two words have taken the best of me. Well my shop has its own uniqueness as well *grinning* . As for the theme of my shop : If everyone has looked into their own uniqueness, it would be a colorful world.

So, just be urself :)

petty

With the roll I’d been on, I seek help loosening up..

I feel conflict in myself. and I am taking an impersonal point of view to cut through the drama. I am so afraid of repeating the old time I’d come through. Well, the hard time which has tangling in my mind for the past two years. So, I held myself back, just in the right moment. Because I am so over it.

I want a remake. Anything that draws myself out. Well I always keep in mind that when I am working on a real personal change, there’s only one way to go..Make some cool superficial tweaks but never forget ur inner world. As time goes by, I feel obliged to share every bits of news. I feel guilty for my silence. I still have the every right to keep smiling until my face gets hurt.

Turned up to KM3 for table tennis. While I am wiping off the sweat off my brows, I feel so much better :) These ppl are really having the entertaining personalities that they always show the sweet display of affection. Its particularly delightful moment. and four of us pose quite equal skills and that make the matches more challenging and fun! Well, I won in the single match and you promise to teach me on the new screwing skill :D

random

Keeping a dispassionate eye on my objective. I am not letting my emotion driving myself. It feels like a perfect time to give myself a pat on back. Sometimes, stepping back, and let the crowd pass by is wonderful. People need more time on their own, right?

An award-winning documentary to be shared. Earthlings, recommended by Justin. It is one of the persuasive documentary where its sensitive footage shot at animal shelter, slaughterhouse, the leather and fur trade, sporting events, circuses, and research lab.

Anyway, after eventful Saturday and Sunday, its time to get ready for some solid effort to reach out on coming week! Well, all we need to do is just skipping some casual chitchat about weather and whatnot, and back to our fervent desire to stick back to the fact and have a mission in our mind :)

Always be wise enough to ask for help when you need it, even if it is just a hug :)

Daorae

 

Everything seems to be up in the air at this moment. We are ready to gear our energy, tie up the loosen end and be prepared to chill. and I so wanna let the good time keeps rolling :)

After a wonderful weekend, i am ready to pour myself back to work in the coming lovely week. Just send out my application letter to extend my internship this evening. I hope everything is going smoothly :)