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random old pictures. Had been losing the ohm to blog. So let the pictures do the talking. We had a fine meal on a random day :)

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catchy song with hawt girl ♥

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I always let the friend lists pending.

and I'd deleted you from my friend list because I'd accidentally approve you as friend long time ago for you are a friend of friend of mine and you seem to be pretty enjoy playing the fool with ppl's vulnerable feeling just to indulge in your own juicy tidbit of gossiping. I had a million of questions and one of them bubbled up to my mouth, but I held my tongue. I didn't want to ruin the moment, as imperfect as it was but just "Hello. Do i know you? "

ashley's farewell :(

It's been an intellectual and emotional roller coaster for the past weeks, and I am absolutely in a mood to stay in and snuggle. Its the eve of weekend. and its a day worth recording. Ashley is leaving MMU and the yoga division is holding a farewell to say the last goodbye to her.

Time has been slipped through that fast. Ashley has been my yoga instructor for the past three years. I am glad that she's moving on to another phase of her life, continuing chasing her dreams, arming with complete belief. She's that kind of girl. Strong, smart, and sensitive. Attractive behaviors that I'd been adored.

The pictures where I first learnt shoulder-stand posture three years ago when I was still in the beginner class were now tangling in my mind, popping into my thoughts at a regular intervals. At times I enjoy recalling old memory.

We were fighting the words, but still, we have to say goodbye. All the best in future undertaking.

musicians of the day

Perceptible thrill in the air. Ashley we love you :)

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A picture with sun low in the sky and a jagged rocky coastline. In your point of interpretation of picture, would it be either a sunrise or sunset? Well, to me what a person sees in picture is a clue to his personality. Most ppl say its a sunrise. But the depressed person always says its a sunset. They see nothing but pessimism and darkness. At times I am lingering at the borders. and all I know indecisive fertilizes and magnifies the unsorted feeling. It produces needless wear and tear on my mental motor, cultivating the feelings of inferiority.

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you could picture how I scrawled the angry letters with my rough handwriting on my tutorial

with my hands already balled into fists for the first punch

clenching and unclenching my hands just to hide the shivers rolling down my arms

sometimes anxiety just boiled over

being angry about things was easier than anything

exhaustion took the best of me after four exams in a roll

last paper tml night

and my answering smile was just as timid

I was truly insane now where I might as well enjoy the delusions while they were pleasant

sharp impatience and fear all mixed into a bizarre jumble

and this dream just did not want to be shoved away

I refused to revisit.

okay I felt better venting out the bottled feeling. back to study, then.

would someone please play me this song just to paint a smile on my face :(

peculiar happens

Its been quite the week. and there's more to come. 5 exams in a roll are not fun, making everyone's brows pressing down like ominous storm clouds over our dark circled eyes, particularly fellow friends whose majoring in electronics.

16 March - advanced microprocessors

18 March - Engineer and Society

19 March - VLSI System Design & Modeling Technique

22 March - Processing & Fabrication Technology

23 March - Digital Integrated Circuit

Its okay ♥ Because the delightful days are just coming on my way, the couple of days out of every month, when you are most inclined to devote absolutely every waking moment to the things or person you adore :) But this doesn't happen all that often. This dreamy period has only commenced on the eve of weekend, just like Tonight

Its friday night my favourite. This week I was pretty occupied by three exams and two lab sessions. Two more papers ahead next week, and I am unprepared, completely honest to myself.

To think positive, I am golden tonight, straight through monday! Needless to say, this calls for celebration. So imma gonna celebrate my weekend in the freezing cold library to make sure all my business is well taken care of :)

SPM results had released last week, big congratulations to you all! The feeling must be fantastic, when you finally get to strive towards you goal and be ready to learn how to learn and lead in the university! I remembered how I felt nervous to the point of nausea when I was waiting for my result. and well it reminds me about the collection f old reference books I had during SPM and believe it I am still keeping them :DDD

Reference books for Form4 and 5. See I have collection from Sasbadi, FajarBakti to Pelangi :PP

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这个夜晚
弥漫着音符起伏的声音
婉转的声音
勾起思绪的声音
当一首曲子戛然而止
我突然摸到了
一些往事的残垣断壁

14 march Pi Day

Pi Day and Pi Approximation Day are two holidays held to celebrate the mathematical constant π (pi) (in the mm/dd date notation: 3/14); since 3, 1 and 4 are the first three digits of π. March 14 is also the birthday of Albert Einstein and the two events are sometimes celebrated together.

(quote from wiki)

I was lucky to have a visit to Ulm, a town where Einstein was borned back in 1879 during my last trip to Germany.

Its a beautiful town. People are friendly. The weather is refreshing.

and of course the tallest church in the world - Ulm Minster

breathtaking architecture !

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at times you just feel like waking up with the urge to wipe the sleep out of your eyes, instead of closing them again and blocking out everything but the thought of the food, place, person or book you love, that is ♥

and you just feel like you are so energetic and ready to get down to business.

I miss going for a trip,a place which is a total culture-shock, and the feeling is so strong particularly on a dull night sitting at the corner of my room and all i do is just STUDYING

Notre Dame

F.I.V.E years ago

While I was slogging laboriously on advanced micro-p notes this afternoon, I found some old pictures at the corner of my drawer. Look at those days falling into history. and we'd grown up much !



Well i think the things that connect both of us well though we are actually far apart, is the fact that we two love words, since words can create two things that just so happen to be on our favourite list: understanding and support

lips still manage to curl up into a big smile though SPM is just around the corner :D

us with typical JSHS hair. Pictures taken during study break for SPM if i was not mistaken :D

and tadah five years after graduation, we both have super long hair :PP

(aww did i just say FIVE years ago @#$% )

mutual admiration

It's not an usual Saturday. Excitements and a lot of mingling are in the agenda. It's mom bday ♥ Turned up to qb in the late evening for dad is on call for duty. Point the accusing finger to the second wave of H1N1. A USM student has just died. and some denggi cases.

Catch up with a movie. Dad who I named him as a walking history encyclopedia, because of his eyes having the spark and glimmer of interest everytime he talks and lectures me about history, wanted to watch Confucius. and the movie turns out great! Luckily it has english subtitles or else I doubt my parents are only watching the art of pictures in the movie, only.

Well, it gives me some insights after the movie. and it makes me having mixed feeling everytime I try to picture the society back in history. The war due to ppl acting self-righteous. The moral dimension 儒家思想 by Confucius.

I'd visited a couple of states in China and everytime when the tour guide told me that the land I was standing right that moment was the place where thousands of lifes been taken hundred of years ago. it just felt utterly depressing. Is that the price that opt to be paid for revolution?

food-hunt

cakes are not just for birthday ♥

a cake from humble beginnings ♥

"it tastes so nice I cant help it :P "

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Crazy. But surviving.

Life had become a list of events I had to get through. One step at a time until the last thing on list was crossed off.

I wished I was a better person. Could face this head on, seize the day, seize the rest of my life.

six papers and four lab sessions in a roll after mid term break. That's cool :D

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Silence was always the most terrifying ting of all. It was like the blackness outside your bedroom window when you were little, like the monster in the wardrobe, like the things without a name that live under the stairs. Its almost four in the morning. The silence was piercing. and I am still that alert to work on my assignment. But I did feel a little lightheaded and my bones were turning spongy. We were asked to conduct a research project on the deposition of zinc oxide films for solar cell based on magnetron DC/RF plasma sputtering deposition system.


Life's been really occupied. Turn up to fabrication lecture from 1 to 3. However I have to leave the class at 2pm for VHDL lab session. Came back to the lecture class at 2.40 for a short quiz. and continue on the lab after quiz. That's the drawback for taking epsilon year subject, again :D Anyway I was puzzled by Dr. Chan pushiness when he tore off one of the student's paper during the quiz.

a catchy melody song to share


watch out for hearbreaker
all they do is take your ♥ and leave

world expo

anyone interested in attending

World Expo 2010 Shanghai China

上海世博会

excitement just chocked me.

perhaps one day when my mind was a sieve

and I would someday not be able to remember anything

I think it would still that worth to catch a glimpse on this expo

the application starts from 5th march 2010

2400 bucks for the seven days trip for students

I get a yes from dad but I dont think its still a yes if i am going alone :(

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Respect the leader.

Learn from him.

Observe him.

Study him.

But don’t worship him.

Believe you can surpass.

Believe you can go beyond.

Armed with complete belief.

Make successful action habitual.

quote : The Magic of Thinking BIG