just say this when you are annoyed with someone else :)

提起笔那瞬间，愣了
惊觉我竟无法像以往流畅的把心情点滴写下

是荒废了日记太久的缘故
抑或随着长镜头越拉越远，人长大了
对身边人事物更为麻木
觉得不值得在记忆中留下一席之地

因为怕自己不小心忘记了当初的情感波动
所以开始了心情摘录的第一篇

人啊，就贵在有感情
然，再绚烂的感情终会枯萎
再澎湃的情感终会平息
只是每次遇见人事物的消逝
又有多少人会无动于衷？


余仕佳，想到答案了记得告诉我 :)

I always wish my compassion would take over and inspire me to do sth meaningful. Every once in a while, like today, I get a sudden warm feeling about my life. It's like the universe is giving me a reassuring hug right now, reminding me that I'm special. and I just wanna take this feeling for the gift it is, and don't shrug it off.

Had a great steamboat dinner with my fellow friends who are graduating real soon. Very last trmester in MMU. The feeling of reluctant to separate is strong. and I know its a phase of growth, and its emerging, leading me to revise my conclusions about it.

Getting practice with skirmishes in our hearts will help us down the road, dont you think so? :)

live life. love life

Dull gray light, the familiar light of an overcast morning. Good Morning yyf..I whispered to myself. The first day of schooling was good. Finally I had one of my subject in XR lecture hall. But i would prefer having my lecture classes in FOE building. I tempted to be distracted so easily in the lecture hall. Too comfy i think :)

when i was jogging at the track this evening, someone just caught my eyes that made undescribable feeling bubbled up in my throat. I couldn't see his face, just his back as he rolled his wheel chair away, few distance in front of me on the track. He, accompanied by few of his friends, were together enjoying the golden sunshine and the slight breeze.

i felt moisture feeling up my eyes.

he was still that positive and bold, living every second to the max without string of complaints and inferior.

without a conscious command to the muscle around my lips, my answering smile spread across my face. A strange feeling of warmth bubbled up in my throat.

I know. Live life. Love life.

the melody is good :)

delta second sem

you know what, random connection can be most profound. I had a very great time tonight, spending my night with a good friend after two weeks apart. We had our conversation flowed naturally through a range of casual subjects. I felt comfortable to be around with her, not having to have to smile and looked pleased when i was deep down sad, or I could just let a few tears escaped when I told her something that saddened me.

looking forward to the new trimester and the first jog in tml evening :)

travel

waiting for departure at KLIA. its a midnight flight


eldest bro came to send us off. Book read by brother while waiting at a cafe which i found not interesting at all ==


optic illusion like twinkling stars


heavy supper with ferrero roche


breakfast to ramp up energy level after movie marathon i had during the long hours flight to Frankfurt. I watched The Proposal, The Game Plan, PS I love You, The Snipper, Transformer 2 and Angel & Demons :D


bro is queing for train tickets to Paris while i enjoyed myself observing people around. How did they behave. How did they react. What expressions came on to their faces. What gestures did they do. and I found some ppl doing gestures also while talking to phones as if the person on the other side of phone is visible :D

I saw tense faces, smiling faces. Some of the ladies were checking on their make up and scarf.


Frankfurt Hauptbahnhof.

The first culture shock would be about the " WC ". 70 cent € for each visit.








Famous and typical wurst ( sausage in Germany )








a very handsome dog and its master. Secretly took this picture as they were just sitting opposite me and i cant help but adore it :)

you can always see people traveling with family members and dogs at here!! ( and no cats at all ) In fact, it caught my sight everywhere i went. In the cafe, bookstore, waiting area, on the street, everywhere ! dogs are part of family members :))


train to Paris.


my train ticket :)




ICE, intercity express train, running in Germany and neighbouring countries


Frankfurt Hauptbahnhof ( train station )


its raining out there and the temperature dropped to 1 degree. I could feel my teeth chattering all the time.








on the train. So here we go the trip starting.


will blog bout it after settling down for the new trimester :))

semi-foggy state

having jet lag.

so i felt sleepy and head spin in the morning and alert when the sun goes beyond the horizontal line. Indeed a semi-foggy state. School starts real soon. I dont have much time to indulge myself by doing nothing but just lying on my bed balancing my story book on my belly and picturing the breathtaking scene while having my favourite ear candy played in the quiet room. Happy new trimester :))

looking forward to the new trimester when i get to keep in touch and share the juicy tidbit of petty daily stories with eemay them. Must be great :)

will blog about my 2 weeks trip when i am free.

a cup of starbucks to defreeze on a street in Berlin


Musée du Louvre




catch a glimpse of Mona Lisa by Leonardo da Vinci ^^

Brickfields

While i was standing still at the busy street at brickfields with cars moved ceaselessly and recklessly along the road, i felt i became like a toddler with lots of questions. It was so crowded perhaps because of the approach of Deepavali. Brickfields is affably named as little India of KL. and sadly Brickfields had its image of being a notorious area with high incidence of crime.

It was dinner time and fashionable future lawyers from the Law School nearby were all around with thick text books and ring files on their hands. Beggars were around due to inevitable economic hardship. There was a blind and deaf training center so you would see so many of incapable persons walking around with their helping eye - a long white stick on their hands. and you could see some kind ppl lending their helping hands to assist them crossing the road. There was a huge shopping mall beside KL sentral under construction as well so you could imagine the number of foreign workers. and i obseved a number of churches and luxirious cars.

mixed feeling crashed over when you got to see different hierarchy of ppl jumbled up in a small town. Its quite a different picture.

But all of them are having the same goal. Each and every one is striving hard to live their life. and i felt great about it :)

Happy holidays people!

My attention was definitely shifted from meditation to personal matters - personal matters and travel ♥ Yes, given my druthers now, as a reward of how energy consuming I'd been lately, mentally and physically.

On the first day of being so free, I tuned up to have mee ketam and a visit to the so called Bukit Mertajam Recreational Forest - Cherok Tokun ♥ Its been really long since my last visit to Cherok Tokun. The last visit took place when I was still a secondary school child, turning up there for KRS one-day-physical-training-camp. The memory was awesome. Thinking of star jumping up the hill instead of walking up the hill; soldier crawling inside the big drain and of course accidentally drank a few mouth of drain water; squard jumping together with a bamboo on our shoulder; it was crazy but it made a flawless smile played at the corner of my mouth every time the memory flashed back :)


small kids were playing in the water. I had the experience before during the camp. It was truly fun, an unforgettable experience but i dont think i will do it again :)


Hutan Lipur BM XD



how is ur holiday ?

supper time




i know its a real mess in case it hurts ur eyes :)


the shortest one is cutest. Look at its tummy. ouch :p

happy 2 weeks holidays

I felt my breathing gradually creeping towards hyperventilation as the holidays approached. Finally i sit for the last paper Multimedia Technology and Application this evening. My jaw was grinning. But it was not enough to ease my exhaustion.

So how was my first evening without having to squeeze everything into my tiny brain? :)

I went to MPH, thinking of finding an interesting book. But fail to get any after spending an hour plus lingering up and down. Jodi Picoult has new book on shelf again. " Handle With Care ".

and catching up a movie of course :) Great movie that i felt my chip drop, my mouth opened in astonishment. and I found myself almost at the verge of tears spilling because the storyline really touched my heart.

Going back to penang tomorrow early morning. Sleep now shall I :)


happy holidays :)

exam nausea. stress arrrrrrrr
every morning as i sat up just waking up from sleep, i got my head spun for a minute for the blood flowing downwards.
the good thing is i have michelle branch songs to accompany me for the long long night.
I am the terminator :)

cowardice. fear of upsetting.

According to tort law

" If slanderous words are spoken in a foreign language and they are not understood by the audience, there is no publication, hence no defamatory statement "


wow..so everyone get the smart idea of being malicious without afraid of being charged at court ba :)

charnlong's 21

throwing a surprise to jeff at B2 few days ago












spoilt cake, no one dares to eat lol


group picture.
everyone is huge panda for java and power electronics paper on a roll


a singing birthday card.
noisiest bday song i ever heard






very soft colors combination ice cream cake :)







happy beyond birthday across forever !